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I'm sorry! Things got really crazy around here, then I lost my internet browser and had to wipe my hard drive and re-install everything. I "thank" the ex-stalker who changed all my software installation passwords without my knowledge.

...trigger warning...

Anyways, I've been so-so. I seriously need to decide what kind of eating rules to abide by, because I can go days (9 is my longest 0-calorie run, 4 days is pretty typical with the amount of physical activity I have to perform) without eating anything except water, and then I'll wake up one morning and find I ate ----- in my sleep. Sometimes it's just a yogurt, or some sliced apples, other times it's disastrous, fig newtons or an actual SANDWICH. uhhhnnnnggg. and I know my body looks different to me every day, but my thighs are just covered in cellulite today. I remember when they were so small and smooth. at least in comparison. I really don't know if I should set myself to a 0-calorie diet and just blockade my door during the night, so I can't get food, or if I should allow 200 calories a day to attempt to prevent the sleepwalking-eating... please suggest something? I need a very strict flow-chart of food and exercise to abide by, clearly my self-control is not as strong as it was 5 years ago.

I know this post is ridiculously lacking in content, but it's an all-consuming problem right now, and I have to go to work (which also sucks). Anyone willing to help me build an eating / exercise plan that will keep my body running while losing weight rapidly? (when I was able to essentially fast for four months - I had 80 calories every other day - I didn't have anything to do but sit in school and exercise, but now I have to work 12 hour days on my feet, hauling lumber and whatnot, and exercise, and try to participate socially just in order to feel kind of normal...)

I would be sosososososososo grateful for solid input.
Current Mood:
frustrated frustrated
Current Music:
Tom Waits- I Hope That I Don't Fall In Love With You
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On September 23rd, 2005 03:10 pm (UTC), nikki83 commented:
lol that wasn't triggering for me but I think I'm going to have nightmares now of eating in my sleep! I'm even daydreaming nightmares now!!! YIKES!

good luck honey :)
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On September 23rd, 2005 03:10 pm (UTC), wishiwould commented:
Girl, i have got the perfect solution. Have you ever tried any diet pills. I have tried them all and now i am on my last bottle. I have tried hydroxycut, Xenadrine efx, Propolene, Liptopril, Trimspa, and last but the best is Zantrax 3. It gives me such high energy. Yeah, it does make me jittery and pissy sometimes but i love it. I just chew (and swallow) my gum, which helps a little bit. All the caffine keeps me going. Its in any rite aid or gnc for less than $40. You should try it. But one tip. DONT take it within 4 ours of going to bed, or you WONT sleep. Good luck
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On September 23rd, 2005 04:56 pm (UTC), tinysecret commented:
i would try to help you set a good plan, but then i'd just follow it myself...and I'm not s'pose to be doing "that" right now. But...if I help you with this plan, lets say you help me with me happy healthy baby plan! IF i should prove to be pregnant, lol *smiles*
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